theres a lotta frusteration in my fellow poets... i get afraid to say things to them, especially the one, mainly because i'm intimidated by their beautiful work and awesome energy... i try to spit something out to let 'em know i care, and am thinking about them and i just sound absolutely rediculous... resulting in the deletion of the the message instead.
maybe they can see through these limited words and see what i'm really trying to say. for words, so is said, are but a temporary place of emotional thought... allowing different perspectives. which is important, especially when i tend to be often misunderstood when it comes to other forms of expression...
so with my limited words... i'm thinking of you.. wish you well. i'm sorry your struggling and wish there was something i could do for you. if i only knew...